nobody on msn to talk to
boredom
butt hurts sitting on bed with laptop for 3h
nothing's on my mind for the moment
it's peace and tranquility for ANDREA ONG!:D

talking to a diary abt troubles make me feel better
well,everyone still carries a worry and anxienty in our hearts
conquer!!!
brought wrong jersey,had to went hme to take
almost late though...
today was my beginning of dslikeness for someone
must get rid of this!
let emnity be bygones...
am i jealous or just over reacting?
dk wat's the cause..
lonely on the inside,buzy on the outside
this is what i'm feeling...
huh!!i'm tired of mixed complicated thoughts and emotions!
i long for a simple and pure mind
alongside u'll be:)

haha:D
can't stop laughing!!!
hahahahaahaa..oh my gosh
the disease is spreading!!!
haha..okay self entertainer,you did a great jobxD
anyways,today lessonns was quite good
except for phy though,boring and ununderstandable
haha..training with new thai coach
he super weird with his eng
hard core training but i think it's better
not under stress was more profitable
don't you think so
well,he's medtation b4 training really helps
warm up was like learning muaithai boxing
hahaxD kick,roll jump..
hope it can help us in our comp tmr
winning is the process but gg through it is an experience
feel and realise
that's wat i want:)
okay must stop saying the word..bad influence(haha*)

as usual with life
comp on sunday was easy though
peicai did'nt turn up..and tt's how we won
low sportsmanship...
watch jovin,clement and agnes play vball super funny
practically sitting there laughing the whole day
hahaxD comical:D
felt so relax..getting away frm home
anyway felt so bad tt i did'nt attend church on sat and sun
tues can't go prayer meeting cuz of night tuition
october's ending soon,so are my emnity:)

shucks i'm having tummy ache
arhh..diarroeh sucks*
had parents meeting,talked abt physics and chem especially
was scolded by parents when they saw books under my table
unneccessary bks!
brought back phy earlier on to revise
tmr i have to go back on books alr
so hardly any blogging or msn alr
if you see me on them,talk to me!!haha:D
it will be rare though
1st time in my life having parents meeting
amy phua kept emphasizing on study grp
arhh..irritating day
can't you'll just get out of my life
i know wat i'm doing after this great fall
pick it up myown and no interferrance plzz
seriously i hate myself for the fall but i will grip on and hold fast
on my own!

haha..okay juliana
for tmr's update,
1.kayaking at kallang pairing with qiantong!
tt will be like the 3rd time kayaking:D
2.training at bball court
3.match on sunday which i've yet to tell
4.home sweet home:D

prefer or not
to do what is right
this feeling in mine heart
uncontrollable
deep breath taken in with my heart weigh down
maybe it's just my imagination
but i can feel it
doubting myself isn't helping
i wish
to know
what i'm really thinking about
reality or fairytales
factual or fiction
it's remorse or grieve within me
this runs in my blood...

it's not abt the results

it's abt my mix emotions..just could'nt control
not suited for it..well i have no one to blame
hello pple:D
i am neither happy or sad now
i've gone through the hardship
tt's why i truely had the emotionsto see someone else...
sustaining is the worldly view
achieving is the society life
well can't describe my thoughts no matter how much i express
pray and maybe it's God's will
pals are needed for comfort and pour yr worries
always there and prepared a ear for you
hiding make me feel miserable
bloated up to mine eyes were tears of neither joy nor sadness



but i'll stand in faith
in the stillness of strength

i think i'm gg to win you!!
yay..haha:D
anyways,tmr got interclass
yupp,should i bring my racket?
think very funny leh..weird
still contemplating..haha:D
take it as a game of interactive
inTerEsTing...
very malu today
so lucky being called by the speaker abtHIV
anyway weiyang more pai seh then me
keep gg back stage like hiding..
noone evers call reg.1...and she's the first!
well thks for the lollipop,JULIANA:D
getting my sweets tmr,thks jolene:D
bad news is tt my lang both down graded cause of mid year..
ahh...C6 IS BAD!
however,sophistication begats wisdom
and a good day ahead begats smiles:D

anonymus tan and tan haha-write ur name plz:)

thks for cheering me up
importance of true friends:)
don't know if i can make it to poly
maybe ite might want me:)
haha..okay i know,think positive
yah..just a casual remark
it's gonna get me down
success is unlimited,vast
achieving it is my fervent hope
quite tired from today's training
building up stamina and grounds
can't stop pondering
nvm,i'm waiting for my free treats!!!
haha:D feel much happier,thks:)

someone found my phone and wallet!
so glad..thk the women!
on my way now to shuqun pri sch nearby await for the kind soul..
tata:D

3 more days to play day:D
yay!! i'm so determined to finish these exam
don't frek it's just a test
test of determination and will
i love challenges especially challenging phy and chem ques
think its so cool..
radian was bad,leaving out the whole ques
circles made my eyes see stars
had enough time to finish my paper
geog was quite easy,
worte 1 whole page for a 8 marks ques
haha..everything to me was information
throw out everything i memorize
hope this can bring up my humans marks
social skills were hardly managable
acedemic is very boring
but in a class with 1 andrea ong..
would'nt it be nice:D

although i fail ,i shall succeed in my heart

huh,
i feel much better now
got weekends to rest..
doublely worn out
social studies sucks!!! study until 12+
DETTERENCE, DIPLOMACY - the worst topic
worst then bio and geog
irritating subject..arhh!!
learnt my lesson now so must cheong and revise now
bio,geog,a-maths...ahh
faster over then play!!
go ice-skating,bonding with team,eat sushi:D
haha. can't wait
kind of dislike mr sam now
confiscate my stuff! want those who fail his test stand in front and apologise to class
so rude and discourage those who failed!
everytime i see his face it reminds me of tt
rather avoid him then to vent my anger..
i feel so ****arhh***-speechless
okay,discipline,love the pple who make me angry
honouring is hard...
conc!!! exam first..think i'm gonna do very bad for eoy:(
trying not to be too stressX/

craming all the year's stuyff into my head now
ahh!! i feel so miserable:(
help me out..i need help
stress relief for a while only when my tuition teacher ask me,
why is chlorine 35.5?
was thinking abt the 0.5 electrons tt flew away
how i which i'm tt 0.5electron
small and tiny,insignificant
daydream as i was staring at my compo exam paper
thinking of wat topic to choose for 15 mins
felt like throwing the exam paper into the dustbin and run out of the class
arhh...i can't bare the hardship,plz give me some patience
sustain at the top is hard and winding road
carry me out of these huge burdens!!!